A Heartfelt Collection of
Revert Muslimah Stories
Assalamualaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh, my dear sisters!
I created this blog mainly to help reverts across the globe who may feel alone understand that they are not, and that their pain is shared by many. If you are a revert, feel free to DM me on Instagram(sakinahislamicinsights) to join the Revert Muslimah group chat. You are never alone, my beloved sisters. 🌸
Abiola, UK, Scotland
When I told my dad about wanting to revert to Islam, he got very angry and basically kicked me out, making me move back in with my mum two days before college started. At first, I was angry, but then I realized that my mum would not care if I reverted to Islam, so I did a few months later. Although she was a bit confused, she accepted me regardless as long as it made me happy.
Salma, Finland
I reverted about a year ago. I was born Muslim with a Muslim father and brother. One night I felt really bad, like out of nowhere I was scared I was going to die that night, but for some reason, my first thought was Islam and the Day of Judgment. I was really scared, and I did research, and I think it was the next day when I took my Shahada and became more religious. At that time I felt terrible, but a few days later, I felt like a lot of my worries went away when I came closer to my deen. I think the biggest struggles were learning to pray on my own and finding reliable sources to get correct information online. Also, wearing hijab was hard at first, but it got easier over time.
A.B, United States, Washington DC
I was born Christian and grew up around a Christian family. I just never felt attached to Christianity, and it never made sense to me. I did not understand how they called Jesus God. I did not understand the people and felt like churches were corrupted. I did not like that I had to go into church and did not feel a connection praying at home. I went to a trade school due to homelessness and grew attached to a lot of Muslim women who were trying to revert me. I even met my husband there, and he never forced Islam on me, but he did teach me a lot. Upon learning, I just felt a connection and loved the fact that it is better for women to pray in homes. I just felt protected and loved by the truth, Alhamdulilah.
Felicita, USA, Orlando Florida
My husband would listen to Dawah on YouTube and read the Quran every night. He never filled me in until he was completely sure, so I started asking questions and watching YouTube with him. I saw a change in him and I found it amazing. Every day he told me more and more.
There was a masjid nearby that he wanted to visit for some time. The first time I said no because I felt I could not go in like that. So we went another day and I said let us go in. We went and bumped into a sister who gave me a small tour. We spoke, I watched her pray, and she explained everything to me. I was amazed. That same day I emailed the masjid for info and someone replied right away. I started attending classes to learn more and I loved the masjid. I wanted to stay there, so my husband and I decided to finally take our Shahada in November 2023.
Subhanallah, the best decision ever. I still have a lot to learn and grow, but my family took it better than I expected. I have not told my friends because they are all in another state. Am I worried about telling them? No, but I would rather do it in person. I will be seeing them soon. I am struggling with wearing my hijab, which I love, but I get scared going out alone with kids in a hijab. But soon, In Sha Allah.
Other than that, it is going great, and I am looking forward to forever learning about my religion. Also, let me add that I was raised Pentecostal Christian. I have been to Catholic churches with friends, Christian churches with more friends, and I have friends who are Jehovah's Witnesses, but none of them ever appealed to me or made me feel the way Islam did.
When I moved here I was lonely. I Googled churches I could be a part of, and it never happened. I could not see myself being a part of something that felt fake. I have been around so many church people, and I see the difference in everything. Islam is my peace for sure. Thank you for reading my story. I hope to share it with the world one day.
Daniela, Brazil, Planaltina
Assalamualaikum sisters, my mom reacted so well, but my dad does not know yet because I want to talk to him after my Shahada since he lives in the US. I am so nervous to wear hijab because I never see any other Muslim girls here. We do not have a mosque because it is a small city. If you have any tips, they would be very welcome.
Tenyae Hasty, United States, New York
The reason why I reverted over to Islam is because I do not believe that Isa (Jesus) is God. I believe there is only one, and Islam was the only religion that worships only one, which is Allah SWT. Also, my dad went to prison for 10 years, and when he came home, he was Muslim. I was only 10 years old when he got out. I’ve learned things from him, but I did not convert yet until 11 years later when I came down to North Carolina and reunited with my dad again. My family members reacted so horribly (my mom’s side of the family). They told me I didn’t know what I was getting myself into, “Christianity is the right way.” I’ve lost friends and family once I reverted over. I’m facing a tough battle, and I’m still facing it... 💔💔💔
Mariyhanna, USA, Georgia
While attending college, I began making friends with Muslims and learning about Islam through them. Growing up a Baptist Christian, I’ve always been open-minded when it came to learning about other cultures, religions, etc. Once I began fasting during Ramadan 2024, I grew more and more fond of Islam as I knew it was the way and truth of life. Once I began fasting throughout Ramadan, I knew that before taking my Shahada, I needed to learn Al Fatiha. Once reverting to Islam, my family was pretty welcoming. Although my parents had worries about how others may perceive me in society, I always used my knowledge and story to educate those who've had misconceptions about Islam.
Em, UK, Manchester
I reverted just over a year and a half ago, Alhamdulillah. My family didn’t react well; they were very small-minded and didn’t really understand why I would want to do this. I feel I still have battles like making sure I pray 5 times a day, but I feel this Ramadan has really helped me get better at this!
Taylor Dunston, United States, North Carolina
I learned about Islam when I noticed the actions of Muslims around me. I was originally Christian while in my first year of university, but by the second year, I felt at a loss as I had no connection to God as I didn’t understand Him through the Trinity, as it is described in Christianity. I was exploring many religions, but after seeing how Muslims around me all followed similar practices, were respectful and respectable people, and held true to the words of the Quran, I decided to take a look for myself. Alhamdulillah, after doing so and continually asking questions about Islam, I reverted in October of 2023 and began wearing hijab about a month later! My family wondered why I decided to convert to Islam as they all follow the same religion. I explained how I didn’t want to blindly follow anymore as I wanted to ensure that I knew about my God and what He would want me to do while on Earth. Similarly, I strongly disliked how past questions I asked about the Bible were answered with “just trust and believe” without any reasoning. I am a person that likes to research and know all facts before making my next step, and Islam is the only logical religion I found through my research. When reverting, my main challenge, that I still struggle with now, is modesty. While the wearing of the headscarf came quickly after reverting, I had been looking into hijab for months prior, making sure I knew how to wear it correctly and so on, almost stressing myself out of wearing it. Now, my main struggle is to ensure that my clothing choices aren’t extremely flashy. While they aren’t skin-tight, I do tend to buy bright colors, wild patterns, and whatnot, which I want to phase out in the slightest bit. I also want to increase my Islamic knowledge, which, In Sha Allah, I hope to have more time to do once I graduate from school.
Aaliyah, USA, Minnesota
While being a revert has been one of the most peaceful yet exciting experiences of my life, it has also been very challenging. No matter how alone you feel as a revert, Allah sees you and your effort.
Margarita, United States, Delaware
I’ve been practicing Islam for 2 years now. This is my second Ramadan. My family was accepting, but the distance is there. I’ve lost a few friends. I feel lonely because all my close friends are Christians. I’m still trying to find my flow. Hopefully, meeting new sisters in this group can help me with that.
To all my revert sisters,
Your strength is incredible. You have faced hardships, sacrifices, and loneliness, yet your faith remains strong. Your stories are an inspiration to Muslims all over the world, reminding us all of the beauty of Islam. Know that you are never alone. May Allah always guide and bless you on this journey. If you ever need support, do not hesitate to reach out.
Much love, your sister in Islam ❤️
Sakinah
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